I have been trying really hard to remember what we talked about
several minutes ago. I think the conversation somehow drifted to looking at the
three stars in the sky. And I remember bits and pieces of conversations
discussing if one of the stars was an airplane and was moving… which we
star-gazed. That was really an interesting part of conversation…we three were
star gazing…
The air is so chilly now…it was amazing evening!!! Was this
nightout ever part of a plan? Never… But more than half of the interesting
chapters of my life have been unplanned hence I give in.
And then we could see airplanes take off…that was one
amazing view!! I don’t know about them, but the sound of that was making my
senses numb. And this is enough for me to realize this night will be special.
We are here finally, lying under the gorgeous sky and abundant stars.
I am all quiet. Absolutely nothing on my mind…I just want to live
quietly in this beautiful moment. I don’t want to give away how ecstatic I feel
in this moment. We are listening to songs on my phone…"Stairway to
heaven"...just the song for that moment!! :)
Subconsciously I do calculations about my life every day, but
right now I have left it all past me; because I have never lived another moment
as beautiful as this one. Here in this moment, I want to breathe, I want to
breathe deep and long, I want to close my eyes and open them to see the
splendor of this night and what it holds for me and I want to repeat these
steps over and over again!!
I am still awake, looking at the stars, wondering what all of it
was, but slumber welcomes me in one of these moments.
I am in love…not with anyone but with that night, the stars, the
buzz, the conversation all about stars, the songs and everything
else...
Now I could believe love does exist…not only between people but
everywhere…not in just kissing or romance but also in some special moments just
with yourself!!