Monday, December 19, 2011

Insight Into Life & Love

"In life, we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream & an unforgettable love"

I believe living in present rather than still repenting over some things of past...If you take care of your present, your future will be taken care of..;)
Am always waiting to grab an opportunity to be happy...
" Learn from yesterday, live for today &   hope for tomorrow!! " 

                        We go through different phases in life. We are infants, toddlers, children, adolescents, youth & then grow old...all these changes in just one life time...all are extremely different!! Every day we learn something surprises...some lessons to be learnt...some hearts broken...some struck by a cupid...<3
But that’s alright...when few hearts will be will get along! ;)

Pata toh chal hi gaya hoga ki am in a really good mood today...yeahh!! :D
And no reason known as yet...feels good...writing after a really long time!! 

Friday, July 29, 2011

I deserve!! ✩✩✩

"I've made mistakes in my life,
                I've let people take advantage of me,
Still expected way less than I deserved!
                But I've learnt from bad choices,
& even though there are some things,
                I can never get back to and correct,
People who will never be sorry,
               For things they did...
I know better next time,
                & won't settle for anything less than...

What I deserve!!" 

One of those randoms posts...

Have you ever felt so sad that you can't move?  All you want to do is just roll up & cry? I don't know, life has been kinda sucky lately & I just feel so alone & upset & I hate it because I'm normally happy & bubbly.

I guess I've been just too sweet to people...even those who don't even deserve to be treated so! Friends who have been in my life for their own selfish gains...temporary part of your life and then again you are on your own!
I soon get attatched to people who even care a little for me...innocently unaware of the negative part of them!
I just can't say "no" to people thinking they might get it rude...but what when they do it just hurts doesn't it? I realised...I should learn saying "no" to people when I don't wish to agree...compromising with your own decisions won't get us anywhere..
When am alone all by mind just wouldnt stop many things on my mind!! Feels like lemme just pause and get everything sorted!! Wish it was just that easy...;)
But dont wanna run away from things now...I just know that i dont need this!! Just want things to get better...✩✩✩

Wanted to kinda get all these feelings out...;) feels great!! <3

Thursday, July 28, 2011

*Life is like a rollercoaster*

"Life can be like a roller coaster...
And just when you think you've had enough,
and your ready to get off the ride and take the calm, easy merry-go round...
You change your mind, throw you hands in the air
and ride the roller coaster all over again.
That's exhilaration...that's living a bit on the edge...that's being ALIVE."
~Stacy Charter

 Just read it this mornin'...loved it!! so posted it...<3

Saturday, July 9, 2011

For all of them in my life...:)

Do you believe that all the people in your life are there for a reason? And so is the case with the ones that aren't there are also there for a reason? I surely do...

I've been thinking a lot of the people in my life...the ones that are still there, some I've grown closer to, some I've kept at arm's length ( while some are deleted!! ) 
Some have amazed me by what they can do with their lives, taught me lessons on how to follow your heart and be brave...;)
Some have taught me the same lessons with examples of what not to do...:P

Just the way some people always hold a special place in your life...while some hardly matter!!
You can choose to get mad, feel hurt, betrayed, bitter. It wouldn't even be unjustified. No one would say "You're expecting too much."

Or you can choose to NOT get mad. NOT feel betrayed. Hold on because of what there used to be. Even if its not there anymore. Because underneath it all, is the same person that there used to be.
Sometimes, it's letting go that's easier and holding on NO MATTER WHAT that becomes nearly impossible.

Personally speaking, I'd hold on.

...Atleast until I was absolutely sure that it's time to let go!!
Am happy with all the people in my life you all...✩✩✩

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


Have you felt like that? So tensed about a situation that you feel you will burst into a million pieces? I was going through similar situation this morning as my results were gonna be out anytime this week. And that was almost eating me from inside.
I recently told my mom about the ecards and how we can just mail it to someone for any occasion or confession...anything..
While I was sleeping this afternoon she sat down to search ecards website and sent me an ecard just to convey her best wishes. She also wrote a message "Neha I am always with you to support you...we do understand your feelings...don't worry...everything will be fine" I felt as if everything was sorted...I hugged my mom and told her that I was fine. But inside I felt like crying my heart out. That was so thoughtful of her to do such a sweet thing...just so that it brings a smile on my face!!
I felt so bad that it usually happens that we are only busy with our own problems...we just want people to make us feel good when we are feeling low...without  even thinking what she feels when she sees her child tensed or when she feels low...
Sometimes when am just with myself...I promise to myself that I will always take care of my mom throughout my life...will go that extra mile for her...make her feel special and loved!!

My mom has been the best person in my life...Every Valentines Day since my teenage, I have been giving her a red rose because I love her (And the rose brings the sweetest smile on her face)

I Love You Momma!! :)

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Mumbai snaps

Had been to many lovely beaches in Mumbai recently...sitting near the beaches...feeling of the cold sand on your feet just cannot be described in words!! The nature's bliss and the beauty there which can be seen cannot be captured that beautifully...I tried to get some snaps though for those cherished memories..:)


                                              My footprints...;)




Femina has been my all time favourite magazine since a couple of years now...its wonderful to read in leisurely time by just checking out some featured articles...
It helps you with all your queries regarding styling and clothes that may suit you perfectly (which is my favourite column) Its a space where women can truly speak their minds it their views regarding current issues or pouring out their life into words...its always interesting to be reading some reality stuff!!
Though its always amazing to see that even men love reading them!! lol..:D
"Here's a space for every women"

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Less like you more like myself...:)

Since my childhood...elocution, debates, extempore, group discussions were something that used to interest me a lot!! I would every year grab the trophy for the first place very proudly..:)
I was a bright student...but don't get any ideas I was not a quiet and studious child (teacher's favorite...NO!!) fact I was the naughtiest brat in my class!! I hardly remember a single day when the teachers had no complains against me...but afterall that was what all the fun one should have in school...all that bachpana (which we now claim as immaturity!!)..:D
And as I told you earlier...I was very good at speeches..I stood for the elections for the post of school captain!! I had written a speech unlike others (which students hardly like to pay heed to as most of it is just fake!! ) But I had honestly written my bad points and how I promising I could be if given this respective position and the students loved what I said!! And I was elected the school captain by 97% votes in my favour!!
I think that was the beginning of my belief in living  life on my own terms...
Its not as though I made a conscious effort to be different. I think that was the way I was brought up. I was always taught to think and act independently and to celebrate my individuality.
I've learnt a lot over the last decade. I've learnt that success is relative and whats more important is to give your best shot to what you choose to do...I've learnt to speak up my stand up for what is right...but most importantly...I've learnt that one should do things their own respect yourself enough to dare to be who you are...because success is only success if achieved on your terms.

"In order to be irreplaceable, you must always be different." Is what I believe in...:) 

Monday, February 21, 2011

Life :)

This is my first post and I was very confused what should I start writing with...asked a friend of mine, he said "Just pour out your heart...write what you feel...happy,sad,angry...this is a place where you have got the freedom of penning down anything...whenever you feel to do so..."
So thats what am gonna do...pour my heart out...

In the past years I have made many mistakes...and in a way learnt from them! You learn from your experiences be it good or bad...but it teaches you some facts of life...
You will meet many people in your life...but you need to find the real among the fake! Many will break your will break some too...but we need to still continue living our lives !Don't be upset its glad it happened !
The one whom you trust the most might let you down eventually...but don't cry for someone who won't cry over you !Everything is okay in the end...if not...its not the end !
Life ought to have tough times...but eventually hard times will make you stronger from inside...just depends on how you look at it...:)

Be patient...tough times will pass by...
"Rainbows are hard to be seen,
Unless it has stormed recently.."
Everything will be sunny soon....!☆☆☆
Don't be busy for your best or will fight with them all the time or maybe even fall in love with them...take chances <3
Don't let the past hold you may miss out the better things in life!! :)

You may experience many ups and downs in life...but don't you think that makes our life even much more interesting..!!
If you ever think that the world means nothing to you...think might mean the world to someone else :)
These are some thoughts that came in my mind and I randomly wrote them down....<3 :)